Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out. So you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces? I'm sick of feeling this way. I'm sick of feeling at all. make it go away.
It was a surreal period in time. No one can even try to imagine what it is like until they also are forced to endure it. This day for me as 23 years ago on May still feels wrong that my dad died that many years ago.
Mental illness quote - I feel like I am gasping for air. Screaming for help. But everyone just looks at me with confused faces. Wondering what I am struggling over when they're all doing just fine. And it makes me feel crazy.
I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.