When people look at me I feel so insecure. When they look at me I think the give me dirty looks but I might be imagining and I feel like they laugh at me and I don't understand. I even feel like my 'closest' friends hate me.
Trying to reenter society after being depressed for a long time is very awkward. It might be a while before you feel good around people again, so it’s OK to take your time and slowly reintroduce yourself into social situations.