Yeah, I did for the longest time. In the back of my mind, kept hoping for a grand gesture, that it was all a mistake.
If you really loved me like you said you did, you wouldn't be in the position to have to choose someone anyways. Since your struggling to make a decision allow me to make it easy for you, pick her cause with real love you wouldn't need a choice.
Either come closer or stay away, having you in between is very exhausting. And not to mention heartbreaking