I told you I knew when I loved you when I believed I would take bullet for you if it meant you would live and I would die, because dying to save you would always be my choice. And now, I know you'd be the one holding the gun to my head.
You are allowed to terminate your relationship with toxic family members. You are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you. You are allowed to be angry & selfish & unforgiving & don't owe anyone an explanation for taking care of you.