Our future was going to be amazing, God put us together, and I had to totally destroy it. I would suffer ANYTHING to be able to go back and not hurt you, to not betray your love and trust. I pray one day before you die you can forgive me.
I'm sorry for everything. I feel deeply bad. I never wanted to hurt you. I hope that you can forgive me and still continue being friends. I hope that we can still exchange letters and stuff. I'll be at peace with myself and the world around me.