Stages of deconversion that people go through when they change their worldview and start dealing with the repercussions. Similar to the 5 stages of grief but a bit different. I can relate to this so well!
You can run, but you can't hide from grief. For a time, it's good to push it aside or remain in denial until you're stronger and can better withstand the searing physical pain. This is nature's way of helping you cope. However, in order to truly heal, you're going to have to face your circumstances and figure out the best way to use your loss to springboard into a new phase of your life. http://www.lngerst.com/purchase-books-on-coping-with-grief.html
Grief Healthy and Unhealthy Grief If you can't grieve or get stuck get in a phase of grief your life comes to a halt and you are miserable. These are stories of people who were in these places and got help with grief therapy in my therapy office.