Read More About I never seek out death. I don't want to become a statistic, but at the same time I can't say I'd do everything possible to preserve my life. And that's terrifying to me. I don't want to die, but I don.
No one knows this is me every single day. So tired of being the subject of my own family& gossip. So tired of not being good enough for every one. I wish people would just leave me alone and stop talking about me.