Remember when I talked about my crush? I just wanted to let you know my feeling about crushes. Maybe I'm wrong but I think you can't love someone by accident. I think there is an intrinsic force between you and your crush. I think your crush likes you and
"I’ve always been the type of person to hide my pain away… I swallow it down where no one can see it until it begins to corrode me from the inside out. I’ve never known any other place to put it… I was never taught any other way to deal with it.
im not sure if im depressed i mean im not sad but im not exactly happy either I can laugh and joke and smile during the day but sometimes when im alone at night i forget how to feel. The truth of how we all feel
I`m just sad because I really like you, more than I`ve liked anyone in a long time. Tonight I got slapped in the face with the reality that I`ll never be able to call you mine and that it isn`t a very big deal to you.