Everyone must have the melt downs to realign their energy with perfection, which ix the heartbeat of the universe. ONE♡♡♡Nobody knows about the little melt downs I have when I'm alone. They only know about the smiles and laughs I show them
This is exactly why I don't open up to people. What if they don't care about me as much as I thought they did? They to HAVE to show me exactly how much they care about me before I feel confident enough to open up to them.
When people look at me I feel so insecure. When they look at me I think the give me dirty looks but I might be imagining and I feel like they laugh at me and I don't understand. I even feel like my 'closest' friends hate me.
Growing up means realizing a lot of your friends aren't really your friends. Another part of growing up is realizing that you don't have to feel bad because you make a healthy choice to eliminate toxic people from your life.