people get way to caught up in the materialistic life and "needing" things. there's more to life then "things" and when you leave this earth.you don't get to take any of these "things with you. give it a thought!
harness that hell, that existential pain and intense feeling, the beauty of life itself.and burn it as fuel. the oyster's pearl would never exist without the annoying piece of sand. transform your life experience and pain into diamonds