"I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full, my body loved, and my soul is understood." But it exists, and is know where it is - I have simply not seen it yet. I am homesick for my heavenly home.
I know, more or less, exactly how I feel its just that there aren't enough words that could be used in a condensed manner as to properly explain how I feel without you growing bored before my point gets across anyway.