we like to complicate things when it is really quite simple; find what it is that makes you happy and who it is that makes you happy and you're set. If only others got the message that it's that simple.
Sometimes you stop in life and think that you can't do something. But actually, you can. Trust that. Go for it. It's worth it. Do what you need to. It's worth it in the end. As I aim for that Senior Developer position