So many years of my life, spent wishing, hoping and praying that's exactly what it meant. But the joke sure was on me. 5 years of this lesson that some people understand on the second try. Life goes on.
I get it now he's gone from my life for good. He killed me. how I survived for so long being treated like that I'll never know. I'll never give my heart to another man anything like him again fact! I guess u live and learn.