You never expect anyone to pass away and truthfully you really can't live your life where you spend every moment you are with someone as if they could die tomorrow. You're a human being and that's just not realistic. It makes for a great thought though.
One of the hardest parts about grief and missing you everyday of my life is to see and watch others in this world be able to move on and move forward with their lives. I am forever changed without my son Michael.
Some things I can't bring myself to let go, but 3 years and I've been fighting for them all along.with sometimes only an imaginary fight. Now I realize I was never meant to have those dreams. Ive walked out of the darkness a person who doesn't dream.