Look in the mirror instead of reminiscing about past. Bring all you see that you use to be, back to me... in present be free. Looking back shouldnt hurt... it should help you understand where you stand.
How don't even get me started. I hate bullshit like this simply because I was raised to defend myself if someone was being rude to me or disrespectful. But my dad is a easy to anger man, and whenever he would get frustrated he would ruin any self confidence in had in myself around my pre teen years. Till one day I stood up for myself and not only was he confused as to why he was furious and he grounded me. And then my mom comes up to me and said "You should respect your parents."
I've wanted to since I was 13; when I was 14, I put that feeling of "want to" into action: I ran away from home. Been nomadic my whole life; no matter where I went, I've really never had a place I felt at home. I think my soul has always been homeless; forever searching for that place to truly belong...
It's not even I hide them in public I jut start crying bc my emotions have just built up. I started crying Because I played a now wrong and my teacher pointed it out and OOPS! There goes all by built up worries of judgment and lack of self confidence